~ClawOfTheFallen

Yup, this world now knows 23 years of me... 23 years of mayhem, angst, metamorphosis, silliness, deception and adventure.
And a lot more to come! ^_^

Only JAM Project fans will get the pun in the title, but anyway, it's very self explanatory...

I'm not a guy to attend much anime conventions, crowd smash, sweat rivers and money snatchers aren't much of my idea of fun, but sometimes it gets the job done if in the company of the right friends... Still, I never went to the big momma of all Animecons in Brazil: AnimeFriends. Never had much reason to other than some friends that ALWAYS go and being in the shortage of friends for half of july. Bummer...
Anyway, it never made me have a second thought before this year.
Until the second week of this month I had 500 bucks in cash stashed and would have 300 more the next month. That would have me pay the 320 bucks for traveling and hotel expenses for the whole duration of the convention thanks to a friendly "Convention Caravan" wich some friends always go. Still that would leave me with 480 bucks to spend on whatever I felt like in the convention (wich would obviously be spent on hard to find dvds, garage kits or mecha models). Not to say that I never went to this convention becuase I never had a decent cosplay to show off in (wich consists on 50% of the fun of being in a convention for me) but now I DO: [link] . But no... I decided not to go and spend my money on something else.
I decided to buy a Nintendo DS, with a flash card to make it worth my while... But recently I discovered that one small detail was confirmed in this year's convention...
JAM FUCKING PROJECT WAS GOING TO ATTEND TO THE CONVENTION!!!!111!!!1FUCKINGONE!!*capslock snaps out of the keyboard*
I'm a huge SRW/mecha anime fan and guess from where their biggests hits are from?
... :3
*hits head with the nintendo ds* Thank... YOU... NIN-fucking-TENDO!
*with a bleeding DS mark on the forhead* now I don't have the money to go in any case scenario... :3
Damn... I'd prostitute myself to be able to see JAM Project HERE IN BLOODY BRAZIL FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!!
Too bad no one want my sorry ass... And even if I had some stuff to sell there's no way it would get me enough money just to pay the caravan or I would get the money in time. T_T
*sigh/sob/kill myself combo*

I look around and see the artists I look up to, not only here but on the other galleries I'm a member of, posting hundreds uppon hundreds of incredible pics made of amazing color techniques, style, sexiness and skillfullness... And see what differs me from them.
Mediocrity... Sure is a bitch.
So much potential and I just cannot seem to use it properly for stupid but crimpling reasons. And that's what gets into me right now.

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Bosta... sou uma merda nesses negócios ._.;;;

1. *voz maluca* Eu gosto de TODDY :v
2. *voz maluca* Eu gosto de sucrilho...! :3
3. Eu tenho uma coleção de bem mais de 1000 jogos porem eu não devo ter zerado 50. -.-
4. Sou fresco com comida... Detesto comer na casa dos outros >.>
5. Eu aprendo a usar poderes nos meus sonhos e eu lembro de como usá-los em sonhos futuros O_o
6. Tenho trauma com lésbicas e por isso nem consigo curtir pornó lésbico como um dia curti. e_e;
7. Eu pareço um fauno ou satíro ¬_¬;
8. Robôs são orgasmatrônicos *3*

1. *wacky voice* I like chocolate milk! :V
2. *wacky voice* I like cereaaaaal...! :3
3. I have a collection of +1000 games but I'm sure I haven't finished 50 of them. -_-
4. I have an issue with food... I hate eating on other people's houses <.<
5. When I dream, I learn and develop powers and remember how to use them in future dreams o_O
6. I have a trauma with lesbians and I can't even enjoy lesbian porn because of that issue. e.e;
7. I look like a faun or satyr ¬.¬;
8. Robots are orgasmatronic *¬*

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After yet another art-block/personal crisis/real life issues/drama... I'm back.
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